To say that I am high strung is not really getting especially close to what I’m dealing with.
I absolutely feel a sense of tension almost all the time.
The way I was raised has a good amount to do with it. Not only was it an atmosphere of fear but there was a component of compulsory achievement also. It was as though from the time I started going to school, I had to be at me best on a regular basis. And if I wasn’t, there were some extreme consequences in store for me. So it really is no wonder that I am a knot of stress pretty much always. This is easing a bit now that I have been introduced to cannabis plus all types of cannabis products. My therapist proposed that I go to a highly proposed cannabis dispensary. There I would be able to discover a staff that was easily prepared to help me come up with just the right sativa or indica strain for me. And honestly, it was pretty much that self-explanatory. I was at the cannabis dispensary for about 20 minutes as the person working with me worked to get me a few things to try. And that was essentially it. I went back to my property plus tried the first dose. The thing that I noted most was the feeling of just being present. My mind was no longer racing plus I wasn’t in fear of what the next few moments could potentially bring. It was a feeling that I had once glimpsed but was never easily engulfed by. That particular evening, I slept better than I had in pretty much all my life. When I started winding up in my head the following afternoon, I tried some more and was able to stop that brutal cycle.