Can’t get real CBD oil in my state

I’ve had a lot of trouble sleeping lately. Online gives tons of suggestions on why I am sleeping horribly and what to do. I have tried to reduce the blue light in my life. No more computer, phone, TV, or ipad use before bed. I don’t drink water an hour before bed. I make sure to do a hard workout everyday, and I don’t eat right before bed either. I invested in a ductless HVAC system for my room in order to have perfect climate control. I have bamboo sheets and system that makes the sound of the ocean. Nothing has helped me sleep better. According to what I have read online, CBD could really help me sleep better. Here is the snag though, I can’t just drive over to a cannabis dispensary and pick up a CBD oil. Recreational marijuana use is illegal in my state. Online I found I can buy CBD oil. I was really excited but skeptical. After reading reviews online I realized that true CBD oil is not available to be shipped across state lines due to legal reasons. What people are selling for me to buy is actually hemp oil. Hemp oil is not nearly as powerful or as effective. In fact, all the reviews were negative about the oil online. CBD oil is something you take a few drops before bed. It is supposed to calm you down and help you sleep better. I want to try it so bad. Until my state allows CBD use, I can’t have it. I won’t even bother with hemp oil.